Fat & Fabulous

Okay so the other day, I took a BMI calculation in a website and it said I am slightly overweight.. Well that is definitely things mildly put.. I was really skinny growing up, my mom used to take me to a pediatrician to ask him why i wasnt gaining weight...
I may not be the proverbial fat but am definitly big.. I have been thinking of going to gym and working out and get back in shape and stuff..never really felt any kinda motivation for it..So i started this soul searching to find out what would really motivate me to shred some weight.
My first one in the list was attention...I donno how to say with out risking to sound conceited but i never really felt i was getting any less attention cuz of my cellulite..I do get nods and attention just like some skinny girls do (those drunk men!) May be if i lost weight I might get more attention..but that wasnt a strong enough reason to go to gym..
Then the otherday I accidently bumped onto a girl i know from school..like i was in the airport to drop my mom and i was in a real hurry to go, so I couldn't talk to her but i am pretty sure, i know that girl..I was surprised to see her..she was all skinny and preppy...with a nice trench coat and stuff...I dint get much to think abt the whole after i came back from airport..i went to work and stuff...but two days back..it just stuck to me why I should lose weight! its only a smart thing to do! I mean i should be stupid to not take care of my body and my appearence..especially since i m looking for a guy to get married and stuff...Since am working and stuff,i can look good in all thie nice clothes that i can buy...I was watching Tyra banks the other day and i can totally agree with her..she said its not that she hated her for being fat or anything, its just that she dint like the way some clothes fitted on her...I feel the same..may be if i lose weight,i can pull a tube top off! or a short skirt and tank tops too!! Thus I started my weight loss regime...I have a food journal..i do it online at calorie count.com..I am trying to stick to a 1200 cal diet..with regualr work out...i am excited about the whole thing...i am thinking of joining curves too...i will see, for now..i am just having a sense of purpose..and when u dont look at it as something u have to do..the pressure is off from you...and u really get to enjoy wht u r doing....

Peace!

My First Blog here

This is my first blog, thought of sharpening my creativity, well what else can you do on a loong slow night shift in a computer lab. Well this is my last week of work here, am GRADUATING!!! this week. It feels great to finish school but am apprehensive as well.